was late for school for 40mins ytd zzz.
long day in school.
came home and out at night.
met tingli at j8 and pass her stuffs.
thn we bought some stuffs and sit arn t talk.
walk back home at 11+pm.
th park is darn scary, lol.

reach early for school tdy.
like first time in th week.
fom tutorial was funnnn
cause th teacher is fucking funny.
darn awesome ;D
lunch break thn pacc lecture.
aft that was 2hrs break.
went study corner w chinyun.
studied spss, halfway some kids came t ask for our help.
and that boy was whining t his leader for smth.
so he went "ehhh~ i want ice cream cone~~" lol
went for spss.
th test is tmd hard lah ):
die alr lo, haiii.

after school was PE module, lol.
stadium for running.
ran 2 rounds, warm up thn 5 rounds.
didnt stop at all, woooo(:
waited for th rest and we played frisbee.
th game darn not fun.
cause we darn lousy thn have t keep bending down t pick up th frisbee.
hahahaha.

played captain's ball aft that~
qte fun lah, but not as high as last week.
bathed and went off at 9+pm.
train t clementi and ate at a coffe shop.
sat and chit chat.
went off at 11+pm.
took th red line home and th train terminate at amk! ):
cab home from thr, tired to walk also. haha
reach home at 12+! zzz.
lucky thr's no work tmr.
but i want go out t get stuffs, whoo.

everyone is putting on a fake front.
so sick and tired of all these.

♥ 2:11 AM

working during th weekends.
no time t buy clothes for presentation.
in th end T gave us time during work t go buy.
so S and me go G2000 shop, hahaha.
bought a black top thr.
and went arn buying things, took darn long t go back.
lucky T was not angry.
we ourselves also guilty >.<

skipped our gems today.
cause i slept at 2am plus ytd x_x
but in th end still woke up late
and cause th girls to be late also :/
so sorry!!

had th pth presentation.
but our grp was next week cause nt enough time.
but lucky tutor say she see us in formal alr.
so next week can dont need wear, wooo.
went off for lecture and were darn late also.
th lecturer say our class guys are executives from some big companies, lol.
then school was released.
abit waste of time t go sch tdy
but didnt expect our presentation t be next week.

went for lunch at astons w chinyun and sally.
thn need rush home for zbrush.
but luck's nt on our side.
was raining qte heavily.
th 3 of us are nt girlss and we do not have umbrellas.
so have t walk under th rain, in formal wear and heels.
zzzzz totally O.O!!!!
look darn lang bei, hahaha.
yeaaa and bussed home.
fell aslp on th bus, i like t take bus nowadays.
if only gt straight bus t sch...

zbrush presentation tml.
3rd one some mre.
pray that everything go smoothly ^^
and work aft school.
hope i will get my pay! thats a must ;D

bye people.
yes and i gave up.
rly nothing i could do.
you choose it this way and that is to ignore.
but i know i can't stick t my promise,
just hope i will do so.

this sucks.

♥ 5:47 AM

tiring dayyyy today.
i feel like im collapsing, haha!
not t th extent but yeaaaa.

8am school, was not late but very early ^^
went for fom
in th end no fom at all.
lib person came t talk t us.
was darn boring and longgggg, zzz.
but we can eat snacks in class, hehe.
was released half an hr earlier.

ate and stayed in fc6 t do work.
did zbrush, but it sucks ttm.
fucking hell, th program is fucking hard t use.
knn!!!!! HAHAHA.
im disgusted by th stuffs that i draw out.
looks like tumour or whatever shit!
darn disappointed so decided t stop.
slept awhile and went off for lecture.

thn have 2 hrs break again.
sally and yuru went off for their cca.
me and chinyun went some study corner.
very quiet and conducive ;D
wanted t do our work but yeahhhhh.
did awhile spss and off t watch my show, lol.
thn off for stats tutorial.
ended and waited in class.
thn yuru went off and th 3 of us went stadium.
changed and waited for th guys.

started jogging 1 round and warm up.
thn jog anth 7rounds w th guys.
they keep on encouraging me whn i stop lah ;D
shout at me darn loud till i bo bian have t cont running, lol.
aft running, played captains' ball.
very very fun~ ^^
joseph can rly jump, haha!
thn me and chinyun catchers for th ball.
HAHA like darn long nvr even catch a single one, LOL.
started raining so we stopped playing D:D:

sat thr and talk.
thn me and chinyun went bathe.
left w sally at 8plus.
trained home while watching show on train, lol.

my knee cap hurts like fuck.
nt just that, my legs too.
i walk like a crippled nowwwwwwww.
still have work tml :/
sucks lah, make me no time t do my sch work! _|_

♥ 12:53 AM

school was boring ttm tdy.
lessons i mean.
8am om tutorial, but th teacher is niceee ;D
aft that was 5 hrs break!!
waste time only again! ):
went fc3 t have lunch.
thn bought some snacks for later on.
and back t fc6 t do project.
thn watch 17again, till my eyes wanna close.
darn tiredddd lahhh :/
3pm went for lectures and then homeeee.

fell aslp standing on th train.
but not for long,
dont want th same thing that happen t chinyun
t happen t me. HEHEHE.

did some work.
im darn lazy t complete my work nowadayssss ):
i need more sleeepppppp.
time is darn packed >:C

school at 8am tml again.
can't be late again.
pray hard and bless me!
i dont want th same thing t happen agn like last week!

♥ 11:31 PM

skipped school tdy.
had only 2hrs lecture so might as well nt go.
hehe. and i slept till 4pm!
shiok! replenished my sleep ^^
watched confessions of a shopaholic.

went t take smth.
and you came w a girl.how nice
homed and did some work.
shall go off t bed now.
8am lesson tml x_x
a longggg day tml. zzz

how i wish i could rly stop.
2 years is long enough.
u had t come into my life agn that time,
just whn i was abt t give up.
but now, you just disappeared all of a sudd.
w/o even saying anything.
just what is all these?!

i want time t rewind back, to just a mth ago?
when things were still beautiful and
i was still in denial :/

fuck all this.
life is bad.

♥ 12:29 AM

8am gems today.
but i was darn late.
so we reached darn late :X
me and cy kept laughing at th teacher and also sally, haha!
watched some coolio video abt men and women.
this module qte informative what, hehe.

ended at 10am and headed t fc3.
waited for haoyee and peiyi and had our lunch.
headed back t sb for our one hr lecture.
school is darn boringggg.

trained over t somerset w th girls.
walked t cine, wanted t catch a movie.
but all th movies seemed weird.
so we walked t wisma.
thn trained t city hall and suntec for gelare, lol.
dont knw why i feel like eating waffles so much.
i dont even eat half last time, haha.

left at 5plus.
waited at th convention centre bus stop.
yuru's bus came and she went.
we cont t wait for like 15mins and thought why it took so long.
checked th time and realised th bus service only starts at 730pm!
so we walked t esplanade but thr's no 162 thr! ):
in th end had t take 56 home.
fell aslp on th bus alot of times again.
woke up and realised didnt go far.
wonder why th bus took so long.
finally reached interchange and walk home!

done my pacc, but lazy t do zbrush D:
it sucks ttm can.
think im not doing it.
shall go off t bed soon, sch at 9am tml.
work aft that :/

I want nothing more but to feel you in my arms again.
why does history keeps repeating itself >:C
im so sick of this, useless me.

♥ 11:25 PM

cant rly rmb what happen in school on fri.
but stats was moved forward and so we released sch early.
trained down t city hall.
walked arn and we walk past sakae at citylink.
temptations gave in and we decided t have sakae.
found sakae in suntec.
cause of a guy in sakae uniform.
so we asked him for directions and scare th hell outta him.
cause we were rather high.
went in and th guy came back, kept laughing.
started our cravings, ordered tons of food ^^
also, we asked for mre mayonnaise twice.
and th 2nd time, th guy brought 3 plates of it t us.
HAHA, darn cute lah.

then we started talking,
we wanna exercise.
so we plan t have a sporty plan every fri ^^
we were talking abt running at macritchie
thn sally said smth funny.
she say she EVERYTIME go thr run.
whn in actual fact is her sec sch ANNUAL jogathon.
HAHAHAHAHA we laugh like fuck man~
and we kept using this t make fun of sally ;D

left at 4plus.
thn back t gelare.
changed and started work.
was darn sian at first, w nth t do.
kept playing and talking t cy.
thn customers start t come in.
cy's friend came t find her at 9plus.
thn they waited for us till we off work ;D
cy went w us t throw rubbish, hehe.

off work and walked t station.
cy's friend is humourous, lol.
i just cannot stop laughing at him, haha.

-

work on both sat and tdy.
off work at 5plus tdy.
came home and parent's out, leaving me alone at home.
wanted t do some hmk at first.
but i had t turn on my lappy ):
so everything's undone, zzz.
school tml at 8am! gems aka speed dating ^^
and have t wait till 12 for th 1hr lect and sch is dismissed -.-


i miss you ):
it just didnt felt right.
but i guess thr's just nth i could do.
not being emo (:

♥ 11:08 PM

i fucking waste 6 hours in school today!!
could have slept like 5 hours more!! TMD
and i swear tdy is my darn unlucky day!!

1. couldnt wake up in th morn
2. wore my contacts and it pained, took out and it tore in th centre
3. couldnt find my eyeliner and didnt draw
4. wanted t bring tissue but forgot, need it ltr on but didnt have
5. leave hse and realised i forgt brg phone, went back t take
6. realised my concession ended ytd but i didnt take money frm mum t buy, no money in ez link and have t top up
7. last of all, wasted 6 hrs in sch!!

so i reached school at like 9plus.
and we went for our tutorial.
went in th class and saw no teacher.
only "call me whn u arrive, ms loh, 830am"
then our chairman told us class is cancelled.
cause she wasnt informed that th class change t 9.
so she waited till 830, left us th message and left.
and she was pissed off. like zomg,
first lesson jiu like that liao, zzz.

so slack till 10plus.
camwhore abit in th toilet > <
and trained t clementi w sally t meet yuru.
supposed t have macs breakfast but no mre.
cause we reached at 1115 ):
waited till 12 and bought th lunch.
shared mac wings and mac spicy w sally.
cause both of us wanted t eat both! ^^b
chinyun came at 12plus and she bought her lunch too.
ate finish and bus back t school.

went for our tutorial and thr was no teacher too!!!
and th next one was PTH lect which was also cancelled.
so my first lesson for th day start at 3pm
which was darn zzz!! i could have slept till 1pm _|_
so slack in class.
taught chinyun how t tie th stickplaits, hahaha.
haoyee was th model, she's darn poor thing, hehe.
aft that i slept.
chinyun woke me up by shouting thr's fire, LOL.
xia dao wo can, sudd th class so noisy, haha.

finally went for our first lesson.
pacc lecture, philip tan become more humorous+cute sia.
HAHAHA our ah gong = govt = mr lee ^^
aft lecture, sally and chinyun discuss want take bus or train.
they thought the school ended alr, haha dumbos!
went for fom lecture. th teacher sucks.
i dont like him >:C

school ended and we bussed off t orchard central.
went gelare. ate sandwiches ^^
prince is very niceeeee.
he didnt want charge us at all at first.
but in th end we told him we pay abit, haha.

aft that went walk arn w chinyun.
didnt knw thr's so many things t shop at o.c!
they still say nth much, most of th shops are open alr.
just that its pretty confusing thr
+ most of th stuffs are fucking expensive T.T
bought some stuffs and chinyun crave for bbt.
we were looking for trendy zone so we went directory.
she screamed when she saw "sweet talk"
HAHA and we jitao run for th lift, lol.

went thr and we both no cash t pay
cause i didnt bring my wallet along.
she darn cute, ask me nets can anot uh, haha!
so i ran back t gelare and take my wallet.
lol darn paisehhhh lahhhh, hahaha.
went back gelare and bought ice cream t eat, hoho.

then bussed home.
and i reach home at 1045, zzz.
lesson at 8am tml D: D: D: D:

why some ppl can be so fucked up?!?!

♥ 11:55 PM

finally my off day ytd!
out w th guysss.
was supposed t meet at 1pm.
but 1.30pm i still slping.
so they started spamming my phone.
and i finally woke up.
then prepared and off t meet them!
trained down t yck and went grassroots.
pooled. i wanna play again, haha.
trained to city hall and went funan IT mall.
accompany mingchuen take his laptop.
wait so longggg lah.
then we train down t novenaaaaa.

had steamboatttttt ^^
they gave us a bowl w live prawns inside.
and a plate w dead prawns used t cover th bowl.
i took them back t table and didnt realised
until i took up th plate and put on th table.
so th live prawns were jumping in th bowl
and i shouted qte loud "ehh alive one lehs"
th guy oppo our table turned and look at me, ps ttm >.<
lunfei went t take th bowl and put at mingchuen's table.
when he, stephen and szehoe came back,
their reactions were darn funny.
we laughed until~~
one prawn jump out from th bowl and was on th table.
mingchuen went omg!
stephen went wtf!
szehoe jumped up lah!
hahahaha darn funny.
all th tables surrounding us were looking at us
and laughing at us.
freaking funny lah, like sua ku only ;P
thn th auntie told us t cover th bowl
so stephen went t use th steamboat cover t cover th bowl, lol xD

and we ate.
th place is good, i like ;D
has lots of food variety.
and u can ask th person help u bbq or tepanyaki lehs ;DD
also gt cooked food and desserts.
th brownieeeee is niceeeee ^^
and th marshmallow has tons of prettyee colours, hehe.

left at arn 9plus.
took some photos outside.
like retarded only!
and dont knw who broke smth on other ppl's table, rofl.
slacked till 10plus and i went off.
th guys went play lan but i couldnt join cause i had t meet pet.
i wanna learn l4d, hahaha!
met pet and reb and cafe cartel in j8.
sat thr and chat.
ate some snacks too.
homed at 11plus.
saw a dead cat in th middle of th road ):
slept darn late, at like 3am?

-
woke up at 630am for school tdyyyy.
haiiii tired like sai.
went for gems.
love relation and sexuality.
HAHA like speed dating only.
played some games,
but very funny lah, can keep laughing xD
released early and we went back sb for tutorial.
in th end teacher on mc,
no other teacher came.
went for an hr break.
thn back t mlt for lecture.
and she started teaching, haiii.
but rly get started for school alr, no mre slacking.

ended school at 1!
out t imm w th girlssss.
had swensens ice cream.
started feeling sick aft eating like less than half ):
we kept on grumbling why we spend money t torture ourselves, haha!
but at least thr's th 30% off ;D
trained home aft that.
was a long wayyyyy.
fell aslp alot of times.
anth sem of longggg trip t school! ):
came home and i slept for 3hrs too.
shouted at mum :/ grumpy. felt so bad.

school starts at 9am tml!
and work aft that, sad! D:

thr's so many things that i wanna do!!

♥ 11:05 PM

working and mre working.
tdy's work was boringggg.
just slack around,
and machiam like go shopping, haha.
T pinch my hand darn hard
and few mins ltr thr's a fucking blue black _|_
ended work at 9plus.
no one t have dinner with, so went home.
took bus and nearly fall aslp, lol.
homed and ate maggi.
darn unhealthy all my meals :/
no wonder i fall sick now.
tap wont switch off,
throat pain, voice like man only,
keep feel like vomitting D:
(thats rly darn jialat,
even feel like that whn im slping last night :/ )
haiiii whats wrong w me ):
dont fall sick lehs, sch is starting in 2 day's timeee
D: D: D: D: D:

going out tml.
i wonder if i can survive.
dont feel like satisfying my steamboat craving now that im sick ):

and i eat alot everyday!! omgggg.

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♥ 12:46 AM